Healing Through Remembering

Resilient Rememberings.

In my 36 years, I have found that it is in the aftermath of traumatic events that I have received the most urgent pushes from within to interrogate my being in search of answers to questions about my purpose.

"Who are you? "

"What do you want?"

"Why are you here?"

" Are you truly happy?"

"Are you on the right track?"

"What more could you be doing?"

It is as we speak that I find myself once again asking these questions as I actively claw my way out of the ominous and ever looming grief from my recent miscarriage. While the grief is raw and thick and at times seemingly impenetrable, it is also a reminder of the life force within me that allows me to feel so deeply, whether it be sweetness, sadness or all of the variations that exist in between. And for these reasons I am so wholeheartedly grateful to have a soul that remembers and reminds me to not ever lose sight of my ability to heal myself! At each juncture of life in which the windows of my inner self become too clouded with the residue of external gunk, my resilient soul calls for me to halt, ground myself, and clean off all that stops the light from coming through. And once I catch a glimmer of the light, I am reminded once again that I am light, and through my own light, I am healed.